So Be It (Vent Journal)

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     What the hell is wrong with doing what I love?!  I'm failing in TWO classes, and I'm not the only one upset.  Because of that, I feel like as if I'm scared and hating of my own parents, basically to a point that I just want to leave and be found in a coma.  Dark, yes, but that's because of all the homework I'm trying hard to do, and my dad constantly telling me to bring the schoolwork home after I told him it's not possible.  And if he or my mom is reading this, keep in mind that as much as I want to make you happy, I want to stop this foolish goal to graduate.  Why?  Because I have a specialty in drawing and making digital vectors, and I'm teaching myself on how to add in that 3D look, but school is just being a bit too hard on me.

     I am HAPPY with playing video games, drawing, and doing digital art along with roleplaying with my friends, like Keoma2121, SonicForTheWin1, NanditheHedgehog and leon1999, and if I end up weighting half a ton and end up in a coma, so be it!  I have a hobby I ENJOY.  If you don't like it, mom and dad, fine, but keep in mind for as long as I'm willing to make my point by taking melodramatic/lethal measures, so be it!! If I have to slit my own throat just to be at peace in a coma, SO BE IT!!! Just a word to my parents: if they try to do anything brash, I promise to my friends on this site and IRL that I will make sure to not be a crappy pushover IRL.  I am tired of being negatively criticized for my poor algebra skills, and for liking a girls' cartoon show.  I like whatever the bloody hell I wanna like  I HAVE ZERO TOLERANCE TOWARDS UNNEEDED DISCIPLINE AND UNNEEDED CONFLICT!!!
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P.S.: I'll never stop thinking about killing myself, because once my parents try to take my hapiness away, I'll take away their happiness...permanently.  Also, if I see any more replies to this journal at all, they will be blocked, and I don't even care if it's my closest friend on here.