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What the hell is wrong with doing what I love?! I'm failing in TWO classes, and I'm not the only one upset. Because of that, I feel like as if I'm scared and hating of my own parents, basically to a point that I just want to leave and be found in a coma. Dark, yes, but that's because of all the homework I'm trying hard to do, and my dad constantly telling me to bring the schoolwork home after I told him it's not possible. And if he or my mom is reading this, keep in mind that as much as I want to make you happy, I want to stop this foolish goal to graduate. Why? Because I have a specialty in drawing and making digital vectors, and I'm teaching myself on how to add in that 3D look, but school is just being a bit too hard on me.
I am HAPPY with playing video games, drawing, and doing digital art along with roleplaying with my friends, like Keoma2121, SonicForTheWin1, NanditheHedgehog and leon1999, and if I end up weighting half a ton and end up in a coma, so be it! I have a hobby I ENJOY. If you don't like it, mom and dad, fine, but keep in mind for as long as I'm willing to make my point by taking melodramatic/lethal measures, so be it!! If I have to slit my own throat just to be at peace in a coma, SO BE IT!!! Just a word to my parents: if they try to do anything brash, I promise to my friends on this site and IRL that I will make sure to not be a crappy pushover IRL. I am tired of being negatively criticized for my poor algebra skills, and for liking a girls' cartoon show. I like whatever the bloody hell I wanna like I HAVE ZERO TOLERANCE TOWARDS UNNEEDED DISCIPLINE AND UNNEEDED CONFLICT!!!
I am HAPPY with playing video games, drawing, and doing digital art along with roleplaying with my friends, like Keoma2121, SonicForTheWin1, NanditheHedgehog and leon1999, and if I end up weighting half a ton and end up in a coma, so be it! I have a hobby I ENJOY. If you don't like it, mom and dad, fine, but keep in mind for as long as I'm willing to make my point by taking melodramatic/lethal measures, so be it!! If I have to slit my own throat just to be at peace in a coma, SO BE IT!!! Just a word to my parents: if they try to do anything brash, I promise to my friends on this site and IRL that I will make sure to not be a crappy pushover IRL. I am tired of being negatively criticized for my poor algebra skills, and for liking a girls' cartoon show. I like whatever the bloody hell I wanna like I HAVE ZERO TOLERANCE TOWARDS UNNEEDED DISCIPLINE AND UNNEEDED CONFLICT!!!
Good news, and bad news...
Bad news; my laptop broke almost three weeks ago - back on the 5th of July - so I'm now using my old laptop until a viable replacement can be acquired. Good news; I've got more ideas for my crossover story "The Phantom Tangent", partially thanks to the Dragon Rider movie trailer...ironically, that adaptation is going to be delightfully crushed under my crossover's heels, if I ever get to posting the first chapter, that is.
Back to Work!
With the COVID-19 thing now dying down, jobs are starting to open back up. This means I'm now going back to work as a friendly dishwasher. This also means I won't be open all day/night to RP and play games anymore. Currently, my schedule is Tuesday to Saturday on swing shift - 1pm PST to 9pm PST - and I often leave home early just so I can settle in.
New Job, and Current Events.
I'm a dishwasher at a local casino's cafe. Not a big surprise...and I've already worked two days by the time I posted this journal. Side note: I slipped and fell on a wet floor --- even though I was warned --- on my first night. I'm still okay...even though three plastic boards fell on me shortly after I fell.
Anyways, I got to see the Sonic Movie with my dad: it's worth it. Using new and old elements from across the franchise's 29 years of Sonic's media, including Sonic Mania's trailer song being played in the first three minutes of the film, references to past games and media, and with Jim Carrey having a blast with playing the role of
Fan-Made DR Web Series...and Vent.
Being a big fan of the Dragon Rider series by Cornelia Funke, I've also heard of a group that's trying to make their own animated cartoon of the novels. This is the intro for said animated series (YouTube channel made by Mr-Hatman (https://www.deviantart.com/mr-hatman)):
Sadly, actors and actresses are short-coming hence the reason why the project has stalled. Thus I'm hoping I can bring fellow fan-producers such as Paranormalmoon (https://www.deviantart.com/paranormalmoon) back to this project; I'm also offering to audition for the voice of Firedrake AND to start a Dragon Rider server on Discord. Any opinions?
Group: https://www.deviantart.com/dragon-rider-lovers
#FunkesDragonRider
P.S.: TheDevastrophic (https://www.deviantart.com/thedevastrophic)
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P.S.: I'll never stop thinking about killing myself, because once my parents try to take my hapiness away, I'll take away their happiness...permanently. Also, if I see any more replies to this journal at all, they will be blocked, and I don't even care if it's my closest friend on here.