A once good friend, now permanently lost.

     Me and LightningReii had a fight back in May, and I wanted to apologize to her this month, but sadly...she blocked me.  It's so sad.  3 years ago, she was one of my best friends, but because of one hacker, she moved on, leaving me in a terrible mood swing that I couldn't control.  Now, she's blocked me forever.  I want to apologize to her, like how I want to apologize to SkyVixie, but they just don't know how to deal with mentally challenged people: blocking them isn't the proper way to go: it drives them to a point to where they want to hurt themselves.  I've been there and almost KILLED myself.  TWICE.

     I can be impatient at times, but the point is, is that it really hurt me when LightningReii (AKA NanditheHedgehog) chose to yell at me when I tried to remind her of who she was three years ago.  She hates me now.  And no, I'm not going to kill myself over her.  I'm just going to mourn about how much she's changed.  She used to LOVE MLP and Sonic, but now she doesn't even care, not to mention she stated that she will be making a pic for me and will post it on her return, but she said that she doesn't even care about THAT.  I still care for her, but I have no way to show it.  If you want to help, please either tell her how much I still miss her, or just...don't help me at all.  I prefer the first one, but just thinking of her makes me go crazy.

     It hurts me to say this, but I doubt that mostly anyone or anything can make me happy now, not even Keoma2121, who I've come to enjoy, or my Minigun that I just unlocked in GTAV Online on the sixth of July (2015).  But seriously, I can't get over things so easily, and I'm tired of LightningBolt13 telling to get over it in a rather unprofessional way.  If she doesn't want to be my friend, fine.  But know this: hurting an old friend is a bad omen: it's bad luck.